Well. Over the past ten years I've had many attempts at C25K, most of which have ended after about the third run because, well, it was just too difficult*
So this morning I woke up thinking I really fancied going for a run. My self talk went something like:
"I think I'll go for a run.
Oh but you know if you exercise first thing in the morning you'll throw up!
Yeah, that's true, I don't really fancy feeling so shit. On the other hand, if I manage a bit of running I'll feel better mentally.
Yeah, but what if you throw up, just think how gross you will feel.
Hmmm. Worst case scenario, I run, I throw up, and lose weight either way and feel more perky. Win, win. Let's do this" :-)
After a 10 minute throwing of clothes out of the wardrobe I finally found where I'd tidied away my sports bra (essential believe me!), put on the running gear and set off.
I decided not to take any music with me, as it makes me run faster, which at the moment is self-defeating as I end up crawling the last half of my course. The goal is to just get out there consistently enough that it becomes a habit for me. So I plodded along, and when I found I was getting too breathless I slowed down a bit.
My route is only one and half mile, but for the first time ever I managed it with only 2 short stops. It was the best run I've done in the past 10 years. I think I ran a mile and a quarter, and walked a quarter, and for a beginner, I'm really pleased with that.
And in case you're wondering!!! I didn't throw up :-)
I've decided to keep a record of my runs on here, but I'm not going to publish them until I feel I'm consistent enough to keep going. I'm really good at crowing about what I do, and then give up the next week, and I don't want that to happen this time. If you are reading this then it means that I succeeded otherwise this post is gathering dust unpublished at the back of me blog. Fingers crossed eh :-)
* I'm a woose and give up far too easily.
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