Restoration

I haven't talked about it very much to anyone - but the past year has been a bit of a toughy. Yes there have been some really good times, but behind it all has been the biggest sadness ever. But you have to keep on going don't you. And you do. But it's just going through the motions. And some of the time you look like you're enjoying yourself but the sadness, the anger, the bewilderment and the disbelief is still there. Because it's not something that you can come to terms with in a few days, weeks or even months.

But today, for the first time in months, I finally felt something akin to genuine enthusiasm.

And it felt really good.